请帮忙翻译为英文,请勿用翻译工具在你面前,我几乎丧失了所有的信心,我觉得像个小丑,每一个动作都那么滑稽.在你眼里完美的她占据着你所有的心思,她认真,细心,体贴,温柔,漂亮,一切都那

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请帮忙翻译为英文,请勿用翻译工具
在你面前,我几乎丧失了所有的信心,我觉得像个小丑,每一个动作都那么滑稽.在你眼里完美的她占据着你所有的心思,她认真,细心,体贴,温柔,漂亮,一切都那么让你着迷,既然这样,你们都互相吸引对方,难舍难分,为什么还要分手,你又为什么要选择我.我又为什么不远千里,用尽所有办法也要陪在你身边.即便这样,你还要否决我的付出吗?在这里,你有你的家人,有的的朋友,有你的生活圈,我呢?想过我吗?除了你,我什么也没有.快乐也好,难过也罢,有谁看见,有谁替我难过.对,你妈妈心疼你,朋友关心你,女孩子围着你,你何曾想过我!留下来,需要多少勇气,仅仅是因为我的心放不下你,担心你!

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In front of you,I had lost all my confidence,like a clown,every action seems foolish.The perfect her had caught all your attention,she is earnest,careful,considerate,gentle,beautiful,and everything that makes you facinated,if this is so,your are both attracted to each other,can't be seperated,then why break up,and why would you choose me.I tried everything I can to be with you despite of the great distance between us.Even with this,are you still going to reject my sacrifices?Here,you have family,you have your friends,and your own social circle,how about me?Did you even think about it?I have nothing except you.Happy,sad,no one will notice,no one will care for me.Yes,your mom loves you dearly,friends care about you,girls all around you,but you never thought about me!Staying takes great courage,only because I can't get over you,and worry about you!
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