英语翻译千百次的想从这个世界消失,千百次的从睡梦中哭醒,千百次的不停的尝试,千百次的往来那条365步的街道,千百次的想死,其实我早已经明白1年前我已经死了,只是因为责任我必须活着,

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英语翻译
千百次的想从这个世界消失,千百次的从睡梦中哭醒,千百次的不停的尝试,千百次的往来那条365步的街道,千百次的想死,其实我早已经明白1年前我已经死了,只是因为责任我必须活着,世界其实对我已经没有任何意义了,我还有必要活吗?还有必要吗,除了责任 已经没有任何东西让我留恋了

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Wanting to disappear from this world thousands of times.
Cried myself awake from my dream thousands of times.
Trying non stop thousands of times.
Wandering to and fro on the streets of 365 steps thousands of times.
Wanting to die thousands of times.
In fact,I know that I already died a year ago.
Just because of my responsibility,I must live.
The world has no meaning to me.
Is there a need for me to live on
Is there really a need
Except for my responsibility there is nothing for me to linger on.