帮我翻译为英文：1.其实当我抛开心中千万种压抑与自嘲,开始决定去爱的时候,我便已经想好了结束时的祝福...只是不想这一天来的太早..也不曾想到原来我会这样伤心失落...2.想爱不敢爱,拿

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帮我翻译为英文：
1.其实当我抛开心中千万种压抑与自嘲 ,开始决定去爱的时候,我便已经想好了结束时的祝福...只是不想这一天来的太早..也不曾想到原来我会这样伤心失落...
2.想爱不敢爱,拿不起又放不下.不求同行不求被爱,只是想要一个喜欢的资格而已,上苍你也不愿给我么...

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Actually when I put aside in the heart of oppression, and at ten millions, begin to decide to love, I will have to end of blessing... Just don't want this day to come too early... Never think of the original so sad and feeling lost
Want to love and dare not to love, take up and can not let go. No company to be loved, just want a like qualifications, you still don't want to give me such one, my god?...