英语翻译我知道我的言语重重地伤了她,．电视剧中的情节在现实上演并非想象的那样顺利进展．真傻,这样就能让她忘记自己么,中伤她的同时我又何尝好过,一个人在家里悲痛欲绝地哭,可是

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我知道我的言语重重地伤了她,．电视剧中的情节在现实上演并非想象的那样顺利进展．真傻,这样就能让她忘记自己么,中伤她的同时我又何尝好过,一个人在家里悲痛欲绝地哭,可是手上却敲击着绝情的字眼,这感觉就象将打碎的牙齿往肚里咽－－不是一个伤心能解决的问题．（那三个字我始终不敢说出口）为什么她什么都知道,我讨厌这感觉．．．．．．．．．

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I know my speech has injured her very heavily.Plot of TV play perform imagine develop smoothly so in reality.Very silly,can let her forget oneself in this way,the one that slanders her is simultaneous I am not it is not well,one is sorrowful at home to want to cry desperately,but beat the wording of the hopeless feeling on hand,this feeling is like swallowing to the belly the teeth broken --It is not a sad problem that can be solved.(whether three word I those dare,explain all the time),why she knows any other things,I dislike this feeling .