在这个洋人的节日里,我应该是快乐的,可是我却快乐不起来,因为你无法在我的身边,即使就算这样也无所谓,只要比此有心,就足够了,可是你却真的让我感觉我不存在了,所以在今天这个特殊的

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在这个洋人的节日里,我应该是快乐的,可是我却快乐不起来,因为你无法在我的身边,即使就算这样也无所谓,只要比此有心,就足够了,可是你却真的让我感觉我不存在了,所以在今天这个特殊的节日里,我要对你说,在见了,我准备离开鞍山了,没有我的日子里,你要好好照顾自己,（我想问有谁能帮助我这些字用英语该怎么写）

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In this Christmas,I should be happy,but I was not happy,because you can't on my side,even if it doesn't matter,as long as intentional,than that is enough,but you really make me feel I don't exist,so in this special holiday,today I want to say to you,goodbye,I'm going to leave in anshan,no my days,you should take good care of yourself !