英语翻译拜托了别错了哦我的人生很乱,我说不清也道不明.朋友最近说我变了变的懂事了,成熟了,温柔了,其实她们是不了解.我觉得我现在的情况是胆怯,是害怕,是自卑,是无助.早上起来怕见到

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拜托了别错了哦我的人生很乱,我说不清也道不明.朋友最近说我变了变的懂事了,成熟了,温柔了,其实她们是不了解.我觉得我现在的情况是胆怯,是害怕,是自卑,是无助.早上起来怕见到阳光,晚上睡觉怕黑暗.所以我的房间里永远都是拉着窗帘开着电灯的.我在黑夜与白天中挣扎,在胆怯和勇敢中长大.我不明白我在怕什么,也不清楚自己在垛什么.所有的事情都不愿意多想,所有的想法都抛到脑后.我有时候感觉到自己的懦弱,但我还是不想去想太多,我怕我想的太多自己承受不住,我怕我想的明白自己完成不了,我怕有人对我有所期待,我怕让人对我失望.胆怯告诉我说；别想太多,你会受不了的.勇敢告诉我说；勇敢点去做需要你的事情.我不知道自己到底在怕什么,我也不知道我应该去那找原因.所以我就待在宿舍看书,看杂志.看到眼睛发困然后睡觉.我知道自己这样很懦弱胆小甚至有时候会看不起自己.但是我觉得我真的好无助,我似乎感觉我需要一个人的肩膀,但是又不想和那人说太多.所以到最后还是活在自己的世界里,让孤独寂寞带着我走、、、走到一个世界的另一个角落里

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