英语翻译和男朋友吵架,心里很乱.什么也翻不出来,希望是漂亮的句子,不要字面一点点翻译,那个我也行的.start:我本不想说很多,以往每次吵架,我都是沉默的那个人,从不说什么.我以为大家都是

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英语翻译
和男朋友吵架,心里很乱.什么也翻不出来,希望是漂亮的句子,不要字面一点点翻译,那个我也行的.
start:
我本不想说很多,以往每次吵架,我都是沉默的那个人,从不说什么.我以为大家都是大人了,事情究竟是怎样,我们都是知道的.
再给你点时间,也许你会想明白,所以我再说一遍.
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more:
深夜里你在马路上,在那么多人面前让我难堪.
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只因为这一无意识的举动
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你真的不觉得你过分而且伤害到我了吗?
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我在客厅里等你而不摔门而去的唯一原因,是想过会也许你会消气出来抱抱我.
最后,希望你能够好好想想,并在想好的时候给我电话.我无法再主动联系你了,我也需要尊严.我在这里等你.
附钥匙.
我已经够难受和难堪的了。和他吵架，竟然连句子都要在网上请帮忙。不要再来批评我了好吗？不能帮，路过就算了。

Answer 1

In every quarrel we've had I used to keep silent because I was very sure that you would
calm down under minutes ,and you always did.I'm about to do it again ,but
still hope you could catch my heart-broken words before I lose you forever.
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I still remember what you did on me before so many strangers that night .Do you know how embarrassing it was for me
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Maybe you did it mindlessly and took it for granted ,BUT ...
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Didn't you really know that I was being hurt by you?
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And ,didn't you really know why I kept waiting that night instead of rushing out?I was just hoping for your calming down as usual and holding me into arms...
Finally ,wish you could think it over ,and phone me at any time .Sorry couldn't bear to call you this moment ,for I have to live with respect too.Anyhow I'll be waiting for you here .
The door-key is attached.
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翻得不好,请见谅.