英语翻译我不能阻止你,但也想留住你.希望你以后能生活好,但更希望我们能一起生活,现在说这样的话似乎在自欺欺人了.其实我很恨现在的自己,为什么总要装做若无其事,很不在乎的样子,但

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我不能阻止你,但也想留住你.希望你以后能生活好,但更希望我们能一起生活,现在说这样的话似乎在自欺欺人了.其实我很恨现在的自己,为什么总要装做若无其事,很不在乎的样子,但其实心里又非常的希望我们能一起走下去.翻译这段话,

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I can't hold you back,but I still want you to stay.I wish you all the best in your life,but what I wish most is that we can live together for the rest of my life.Seems like I am deceiving myself by just saying so.I hate myself for being like this.On one hand,I pretend that nothing has happened and nothing matters while on the other hand,deep in my heart,I hope we can walk all the way to the end.