汉译英一段话谢谢,几年前我失去了很多东西,人们常说失去得太多就会感受不到这个人生命的重量,可笑的是,一个人是如此的卑微,渺小,无论如何的争取,向上,努力,能承受的也只是个人的重量

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汉译英一段话谢谢,
几年前我失去了很多东西,人们常说失去得太多就会感受不到这个人生命的重量,可笑的是,一个人是如此的卑微,渺小,无论如何的争取,向上,努力,能承受的也只是个人的重量而已,把对方生命的重量一起承担的事,真是愚蠢啊,人类的躯壳怎么承受得了负数的灵魂?做为死者的羁绊者,是沉重,痛苦,无力的,它会让你尝尽你弱小的苦果,当然,人类怎么可能拯救得了死者?即使以上帝之名祈祷也是无用的吧,于是我逃离了那滩混沌,努力的挣脱身上沾染的恶臭,即使如此 也是无能为力的,就像人脱离不了重力一般,沾满混沌和恶臭和罪恶的人既然想要沾染凡人的幸福.
请尽量用正式点的语句翻译,这是一段悼词,很特殊也很重要,请不要用在线翻译,因为现场也有外宾,而本人的能力有不足

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I'm not sure,but nobody would understand what the speaker is actually saying or is trying to put across.It is totally void and devoid of meaning and impact.This might make the funeral service very funny.(This speech would be perfect for a humorous scene in a Hollywood KISS movie,in which the mourners would be talking about where to go for a beer after the service rather than being focused on what is going on around.) Not suitable for the occasion at all.
I would drop it if I were to be the speaker.It would be more advisable to say something relevant to the deceased.I would say a few words about how the deceased came across when they were around,their personality,character and stuff.Make it relevant.
OF COURSE,I MIGHT BE WRONG.